It's almost finalized now, I'm changing my major from Physics to Environmental Geology.
Reasons: Primary reason would take too long to explain and might only act to make me appear even more estranged from society than I already am, but it boils down to a sever loss of motivation and a redirecting of passions. Physics courses seem more and more to be training us to *not* visualize systems, to not trust our intuition, to doubt that we are capable of *understanding* how the world works. We are trained to calculate the outcome of events, to use math to tell the future, to use equations instead of concepts to describe the world. (While I'll grant that perhaps most equations used to describe physical systems originated from concepts, there are MANY that arose from outcome reading and reverse engineering, if you will, of events in physical systems. But even then, many equations that came from concepts were found to work so well at predicting the future that the significance of the concepts they arose from has been lost, almost completely replaced by the use of the equation.) This is understandable because of the complexity of many systems as well as cases where visualization is impossible, such as when dealing with higher dimensions or fluid dynamics. I don't like this. I like *seeing* what I'm describing. That's essentially the core reason for the switch, but other reasons include the retaking of a core physics class and still doing poorly. (Again, lack of motivation. It's amazing what the sapping of one's will can do.) Also instructors that shouldn't be instructing. Part of attending a research university is that some of the professors are teaching only because they have to, with obvious results. (A rant threatens...but is tenuously contained.)
Most of the classes I've already taken bleed over to Environmental Geology very nicely. I'm going to try to take chemistry over the summer and shuffle around courses as best as possible. So far it looks like maybe 1.5-2 more years of college with no more than 16 hours a semester, but that's pending.
Current Mood: 
optimistic
Current Music: Delerium - Remembrance